Granny is hospitalized

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I cried yesterday because of something. I don't wannna elaborate and I gotta protect myself.

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Granny admitted hospital for a surgery in her back because she was suffering extreme pain from a lot of 骨刺 in her lower back.

Doctor said if she does the surgery, then she won't have to suffer for the rest of her life.

Bad news is if her body doesn't heals properly after the surgery. Then how?

But family decided that she should do ahead with it because she's pretty healthy for someone her age.

I didn't have a lot of time to go see her in the hospital.

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Edited: She's fine now. Just cannot move around a lot. Have to do things slowly. Better not also, don't want her wound to open up.

A lot of things happened recently. And I really appreciate those who gave me a second chance, those who forgave me for whatever I've done wrong and are willing to give me a second chance.

I promise not to let anyone down again, I will not repeat my mistakes, to swear less, and be nicer to everyone in general. And I will harder to be a better person, a better sister, a better daughter, a better employee, a better friend, a better grand-daughter and everything else.

I do believe in guardian angels, especially those around me who protect me, love me, care for me and believe me, YOU GUYS are my guardian angels but you can't sit on my shoulder. Too many to carry, and I'm not strong. I'm sorry to those I've hurt before and it'll never happen again.

Oh gosh, emo edit post. Anyway, I love everyone of you.

Enjoy.