Emo freak on the rise

I have this sudden craving for a plateful of tongue-burning, spicy Curry Mutton.

Curry chicken would suffice of there's no curry mutton.

With plenty of hot rice and an ice-cold teh o ais limau to go with it.

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For those who know why am I such an emo freak for the past week, please bear with my mood swings.

Knowing the truth and pretending that I know nuts about it is driving me crazy.

Not to mention the pretence of it all. The bad acting is driving me out of my head.

Fuck you, you stinking asshole. You're making me a miserable lot.

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I just found out about this Malay butch that's 'in love' with me.

It's freaking me out..!!!

It's not that I have anything against lesbians or gay people, but that particular person freaks the shit out of me.

She's very rough, practically manhandles me. Everytime she sees me in the rink, she grabs my arm and kisses me on both cheeks. That, I can handle.

What freaks the hell out of me is when she tries to fondles me in the fucking public. IN THE ICE RINK..!!!!!!!

What the hell man???? It's fucking sexual harrassment.

According to her, she's been waiting for me, for THREE years. SO WHAT..?!?!?!?!

She's not the only one that's been waiting for me. And not like she didn't get another girflfriend in the process of waiting.

Which leads to: I think the amount of irritating people in my life has just increased.

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My mum is so very racist.

Yet, she claims to be open minded. Or so she says.

Just because I was skating with a Malay friend that I haven't seen for a long time and some stupid busybody happened to see me with that person. That motherfucker went running to my mum and telling her I was hanging out with Malays.

SO..?? LIKE IT"S A FUCKING BIG DEAL..!!!!!

It's not like I live in the North Pole where there are only Eskimos, penguins, polar bears and seals.

FYI, I live in MALAYSIA, a country that's multi-racial and well-known for it.

Also, I have many other friends that are not Chinese. Indians and Chinese make up part of the social group that I hang out with.

After my mum found out out from that fucker, she started to lecture me (not once, but like fucking 5 times in a week..!!). This is the gist of it:

Mum: Next time if you wanna get married, don't choose an Indian or a Malay.
Me: Why not?
Mum: I don't like them.
Me (thinking): WTF?? What kinda fucking reason in this? You can't say that, not all are bad. I mean, if two people pikat-s me, you can't expect me to choose a Chinese that's not motivated, doesn't loves me or sayang me over someone of another race who is successful in life, loves me for who I am. Also, people are very open minded nowadays.
Mum: Yes, I know. But no matter how open minded they are, or even their family are, I don't like them. Malays are bad but Indians are the worse of the lot. <<< If this is not racism, please tell me what is it. Provide me with full explanations and examples if possible.

After what she told me, I just sat there thinking that she's being very ignorant and racist.

Oh whatever. It's my destiny and I'm the one marrying the person. Not her.

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I can't be arsed anymore. I'm going for the Tiesto rave in an hour. I just wanna let go and have fun.

Speaking of which, I haven't had any fried chicken since the day I took my wisdom tooth out.

I WANT MY FRIED CHICKEN..!!!!!!!!

Enjoy.